So It looks like I am going to A-fest...even though it is gonna be heard to get the money!

I have decided to Cosplay Chichi from Dragonball.....we will see how that works out!


 

Okay......

I am never planning anything with anyone ever again. There is no fucking point, I do it and they just bail on me. I am not sure what I do wrong as a  friend, but most of the time I feel like they just do not care.

Screw A-kon anyway.... so much for the several people who said they were going to go with me.

yeah I am a little bitter

So....Easter was pretty good.

I got to see both my Mom and my Dad....

But as soon as my Mom got me alone she started chewing me out about my weight and how I am not doing enough to be healthy.

I admit that I eat out more than I should....
I do not exercise as much as I should...

But it is not like I eat sweets for meals, or donuts for breakfast (I hate donuts by the way). I do not like disappointing my mother, but I have to try to live off the money I make by buying cheap food. She tells me that I am just making excuses, so I figure that I will at least go to the gym everyday and and stop eating out period.....

Anyway...I am kind of depressed now....Its hard to be healthy.....

My Life is so boring right now......

Yay! More Gin arts for ya! Of Course with me in it again....or my prettier version of me. LOL

So, i have decided to take commissions, which means you could be in a pic with Gin as well or with your fav bleach character, for a small fee. (If you want multiple characters, I may have to charge a bit more....) For now these are the prices.

I will draw just about anything with in my ability.
Tell me what you think about the pricing.

$2 - Sketch
$5 - Flat colors
$15 - Flat color+ ink
$20 - color+ink+simple background

I would like some feed back even if you do not plan on commissioning me.




I would still love comments!  Also you can click on the picture to go to my Deviantart page to see more examples of my art!

HAPPY Singles Awareness day!

Yeah Valentines day. lol

Anyway I drew a couple of pictures for it, and we will start out with our first one here.


Here is Gin wishing you Happy Singles Awareness Day!

So Yeah I really like the Anime Skip Beat. I have not got a chance to read the manga but I really like the anime.

So I got a job interview, for doing 3D things for this advertising company. I am very nervous though, I have tired to take it pretty easy since I got out of school and I am not sure how well I will do. I have been stressing over it and being all nervous. It is not until Tuesday so as long as I keep busy doing something I won't get nervous and depressed.

Oh lord why can't I just get through interviews easily, without freaking out over them.

So to get my mind off that I want to rant about stupid people. This rant is going towards some customers who think the world revolves around them. There was a guy today at work that set me off, so here it is.....

This guy comes to the check out counter, he seems in a hurry but most people are. he says< "I have an order to pick up." Keep in mind he already ignored me asking him how he was. People do it all the time so that was not so bad. then I politely say, "Was it an online order or in store?" he then goes off on me. "It was in store, Thank god before you guys started that other stupid ordering system where we have to pay for our item first before it gets shipped to the store. You gays are ridiculous." He was saying all of this really loudly."I said very politely, "I am very sorry Sir, but we had to change our ordering system because..." he interrupts me and says. "I already know all that! I talked to your higher up and he said because people would order stuff and not come pick it up." huffing and puffing as he said it. I said nothing else and let him say all these things like he was going to order from our competitor and never come back and that I should not try to convince him other wise. I just left it at a "Have a great day Sir!" oh but I was on fire! I wanted to go off on him about how I had worry everyday if I was going to get let go or not because we do not know how the store is doing. It is a very scary feeling and we waist lots of money every week ordering things for people so we had to stop. Maybe it will keep us open longer.

I was just pissed off that he didn't think about our end of this. I have never been like that to a store. Never wanted entertainment so bad that I got pissed off and angry at the cashier. People really need to think about the other people they might be hurting. I mean what if we did not exist anymore for him to get his stupid order at, just because he didn't want it ordered that way....what a....rrrrrggggggggggggg

Sorry can't say where I work, and we are not closing just most places in retail are scared about closing....we are not any different.

So guys just think about the store when you are returning or complaining about things. Please do not return stuff that you have already decided to buy and looked at or looked through. That is not helping the economy. Think about the people who work there as well please. Thank you. Hope everyone is doing well! <3

So it turns out that I am having trouble getting myself to work on my website, though I promise myself that Next week I will have at least the thing designed. I can not go on not having enough money to pay rent and having to barrow from the parents. I know it is going to be steam punk related and I have a couple of website that I want to kind of . Let me know what you guys think about them. 





I have not really found many others that I like!

You Are a Sage

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything. You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life. Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal. You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

So I graduated, and I am so very happy with that!

Then I look at all the years I have spent working on my artistic ability and don't see much difference and don't feel like I have much to show for it. Also I have no motivation to draw, or animate, or even paint. The school has raped me of my creative....ness....and I have to find a way to get it back. I also do not remember how to do many things I used to do for fun, like write music, sing("correctly" took lessons through out highschool), write in general....things like that. I need to find inspiration and get back into the swing of doing things myself the way I want to do them. What do you guys do to get your inspartation back....because I ahve tried many things. It used to not take much to get me inspired and ready to draw, but now doing anything makes me think of school......like what would these teachers at school think if I did this? Most of my answers are "They would hate it...and say I have no aristic talent." thought they have never come right out and said this, many, many times I have heard stabing things that come back to my mind everytime.....

Uggg....I feel so lost....I guess....drawing, singing....writing used to be my life and this was what I did....I have no idea what to do now.

Hey everyone! I am back! yay! 

I did not graduate and that is a long story. I am not going to tell it because I will just get mad and depressed all over again.
So I retaking the class so that I can get out of this stupid school.....yeah....

So yeah I am trying to decide if I want to get into paying an Online RPG or not. I love downloading them and creating characters but I never go much further. We will see what happens. Does anyone have any good Online RPGs they know of? I know Gpotato has a lot of free ones and they are cool but after you get to a certain level you have to pay for it. 

Oh yeah a friend and I made this I drew and she did the design around it with the words and things. The Graphic design part I should say.